I am unsure how it is possible
how can I be so sure we are meant to be,
how can we love each other so deeply, so true
so perfectly in sync, our souls constantly dancing a song-less waltz
of passion, joy, friendship and true love....
Yet our life is pure tragedy.
We move forward, step foot into the light,
doing all that is right, what is needed and expected,
Yet when we find comfort and peace
suddenly a black cloud surrounds our very lives.
It seems it waits, watching it stalks us,
pouncing only when happiness and peace finds us.
If we get ahead, that cloud pushes us back,
if we get comfortable, that cloud brings us pain
if we find happiness, that cloud it brings us sadness
We send out good, sharing, caring, giving
we cleaned up the bad, no more excess, no more vices
yet that black cloud still remains
we push through the frustration, the torment, the depressing and angst,
trying to force and foster happiness, peace and joy once again,
but the black cloud it digs deeper never letting go, reminding us
always reminding us of the doubt, the lack of self worth,
the pain and despair that seems to always whisper in our ears.
We sit out in the pure sun, to chase away the black cloud....
the sun warms and baths us in it's luxurious light, bringing us a moment
or our dream of joy, peace and comfort, but when we gain it,
when we step back into life,
the black cloud appears, enveloping us in it's cold damp despair once again.
"UndiscoveredSoul"
