Undiscovered Soul Quotes...

(This will be updated from time to time and thusly re-posted at the top of the blog.)


Life is like a multicolored tapestry of emotions and experience... I hope to one day look back upon my tapestry and see it as a beautiful masterpiece imperfections and all. (Undiscovered Soul)

Sometimes I truly hate my life, but then I look up and see who I share it with.... That is what keeps me going. (Undiscovered Soul)

Not a single one of us are perfect, we were not designed to be...Embrace each other's perfect imperfections for that is the perfect way to be. (Undiscovered Soul)

Sometimes you must open the flood gates in order for the river to become peaceful once again. (Undiscovered Soul)

Judging others only reveals your true colors (Undiscovered Soul)

Life was not designed to be perfect, but to be an imperfect journey to reach perfection, embrace those imperfections, for that is where perfection is found. (Undiscovered Soul)

Embrace the perfect imperfections in others, for you are not above nor below but equal. (Undiscovered Soul)

Away....Apart

I feel you pulling away,
Your love is falling away,
I feel us drifting away,
Our love is going away,
I feel like running away.

Torn apart, falling apart, drifting apart, together yet apart.............

Slowly killing my heart


(Undiscovered Soul)

Nightmares...

It's been four months,
we've been together only once.

What more can I possibly say?
Is there really anything left to say?

I've tried and tried and yet I fail,
my advances to no avail.

My desire is beginning to fade,
our love is like a big charade.

I feel scared and alone,
our house no longer a home.

For the love we had now seems gone...
could it possibly be gone?

In marriage you share intimacy,
but that is what you are refusing me.

I feel like I am dieing inside,
these tears that I am fighting to hide.

It seems you don't care anymore,
if I sleep in your bed or on the floor.

Please make this damn nightmare stop,
I'm begging you.....
please make it stop.

(Undiscovered Soul)

Ebb and flow....

The tide rolls in, the tide rolls out,
the ebb and flow pushes me about.

One day is hell, the next not quite as bad,
Wish only good days were all that I had.

Reality for me, has never been easy,
But maybe my life was not meant to be.

So I struggle to make progress, to move on within my life,
I want to be accepted and loved as a mother and wife.

I am poor, yet not needy, but can not pay my bills,
I am depressed and always sad, the pain it slowly kills.

Do not take for granted, your vacations, loves or friends,
or you could be like me, experience the pain that never ends.

I have none of that, no friends at all, no one wants me close,
They try to hide their feelings, but their distaste for me shows.

I have had a few reunions,  re-connections from the past,
But the happiness and joy I felt was never meant to last.

I don't know where I went wrong, if I am truly not worthwhile,
Or if I am a bad person, somehow nasty even vile.

I am sorry that you do not like me, that I am worth nothing to you,
I guess I am a terrible person not worth love or friendship too.

(Undiscovered Soul)

Illusions.....

Love is just an illusion, Love is filled with pain.
What I had is now gone, I have nothing left to gain.

I feel I am unworthy, like a sacrificial lamb.
I gave all that I had, gave everything I am.

But it seems I am not worth loving, like a jacket left unworn.
When I gave my love to you, my heart was being torn.

My life is left in shambles, in a twisted rolling wake.
I feel empty and unwanted, my heart begins to break.

All I wanted was for you to love me, was it too much for me to ask?
Inside I feel I'm dying, I wear my smile like a mask.

No affection, no touch or single word, of adoration or of love.
I am ignored, cast off and pushed away just something disposed of.

I guess no one has ever really loved me, nor was my real true friend.
I now see my whole reality, the truth came out in the end.

(Undiscovered Soul)

Not enough.....

I see that I am not enough of a reason,
for you to make a change.
I see that our daughter is not enough of a reason,
for you to make a change.

Is this life, my devotion not good enough?
Is there not reason enough, to try to make a change?
Is my love not reason enough?
Not enough to make a change?

Why waste this beautiful life, this beautiful day...
Why ignore your daughter's love, my heart and soul...
I have said all the words there are left to say.
I am left to cry, my heart broken with a hole.

All you are doing is slowly killing you...
While I suffer, you are killing me too.

I have tried my best to give you what you lacked all those years,
A happy home, a loving family, the material things....
Telling you that I love you, adore you, through my tears
But it is never enough, happiness it never brings

All for a drink, a bit of fun, an attempt to numb...

All you are doing is slowly killing you...
While I suffer, you are killing me too.

(Undiscovered Soul)

Dreams and reality...

I dreamt of a loving spouse and picket fence
A happy life in the future sense.
What I got was not in my dream,
I want to wake up, so I scream and scream.

He drinks to forget, to unwind, to go numb
I love him too much that I can not run
So I cry each night in sorrow in pain,
My tears falling down like a constant rain.

My heart breaks for what could be, could have been,
I could never imagine my life without being with him
His past is filled with sorrow and  abandonment,
The pain he feels I can not prevent.

We all have scars from our past,
from falling when we ran too fast.
All we can do is take what we can,
Learn and grow then start again.

I wish I could heal his wounds that run deep,
I pray for help when he's fast asleep,
I cry and plead, but it's all the same
He has hidden stories, filled with pain.

He drinks to escape, forget and to hide,
All the Pain, sorrow and hurt inside.
My heart breaks for his, I wish I could take it all away
So I say a prayer and make a wish, hoping for another day.

(Undiscovered Soul)

Living Nightmare...

I try to live a peaceful life,
but it constantly fills with sadness and strife.
I walk three steps forward just to find,
that I am still two steps behind.

Seems others hate me, love making trouble for me
I just want to live, just want to be free.
First it was the yard and then it was the fence
None of this trouble makes any sense.

I did not start it, did not want it,
I did not ask for this, not one bit.
Was minding my business, just living my life,
Then she came at me with a double edged knife.

Seems trouble is always following me,
like I'm jinxed and doomed to the third degree.
Finish with one problem, one drama filled day,
I find peace for one minute and then it flies far away.

I know I'm not perfect, not beautiful or smart,
but I try to live a love filled life with my broken heart.
I never did anything to any of them,
but I am who they all condemn.

If karma is real, then what they give me,
they get what they give to the power of three.

(Undiscovered Soul)