It's been four months,
we've been together only once.
What more can I possibly say?
Is there really anything left to say?
I've tried and tried and yet I fail,
my advances to no avail.
My desire is beginning to fade,
our love is like a big charade.
I feel scared and alone,
our house no longer a home.
For the love we had now seems gone...
could it possibly be gone?
In marriage you share intimacy,
but that is what you are refusing me.
I feel like I am dieing inside,
these tears that I am fighting to hide.
It seems you don't care anymore,
if I sleep in your bed or on the floor.
Please make this damn nightmare stop,
I'm begging you.....
please make it stop.
(Undiscovered Soul)