Thursday, September 8, 2011

Nightmares...

It's been four months,
we've been together only once.

What more can I possibly say?
Is there really anything left to say?

I've tried and tried and yet I fail,
my advances to no avail.

My desire is beginning to fade,
our love is like a big charade.

I feel scared and alone,
our house no longer a home.

For the love we had now seems gone...
could it possibly be gone?

In marriage you share intimacy,
but that is what you are refusing me.

I feel like I am dieing inside,
these tears that I am fighting to hide.

It seems you don't care anymore,
if I sleep in your bed or on the floor.

Please make this damn nightmare stop,
I'm begging you.....
please make it stop.

(Undiscovered Soul)